Following a 10 day (yoga) retreat, I stopped. Now 16 days into it. To make it feel more doable, I set a goal of 40 days, hoping that would get me over the hump. Many good reasons to quit; it just doesn’t sit well with who I am & where I still want to go in my life. I’m retired now, in relationship (she doesn’t use), have some good community around me, but was mucking it up with everyday tokes. Can’t sleep, using (prescription sleep aid) to get through–which creates its own problems. Up until 2am every night anyways. I’m addictive, mildly traumatized early on, & always on the lookout for a dopamine boost. (I seem depressed, despite creating a pretty good life for myself.) I do not feel steady on my feet with this whatsoever. Hoping to round the corner with y’all. It could happen; feels about 50/50 right now. Thanks for your love, support, guidance.